ShesSoSilly
And so she sits, very quietly, at her desk. Smoking and exhaling slow and long, thinking how much her current place has to offer. An amazing transmutation. She has become anew! With all the glory of womanhood, she strokes her keys sweetly. Thinking to herself what an awesome person she has become. And as I stroke this now the heat rises. She is vividly alive and has become her own. Feeling with such heightened senses it must surely be urged to bloom. And so she hunts and feels the presence of the other in the mind. But as she types, she knows the thoughts are truly of herself. Self-Discovery at its finest. She looks up at the screen, and sees her words, smiles, and gets hot. Wanting to squeeze her thighs together for a comforting tease. My heart is beating in so many places at once I feel a buzz come over me. And then the rush hits. She feels her nipples harden as she types... and she breathes in, and feels the heat she herself is creating, realizing she is on the journey every woman needs, and few explore. I am my own, I pause and think. Yes I am and that really turns me on. I smile and wink at myself, knowing I am the one who is creating my world in every way. I take the steps and dance my way to victory. I am centered and light, I am very deep, passion has never been this strong and I owe no one but her, the explorer Karen. She is awesome and loves me so much, she fills me with hope and sparkle. The energy I have comes from me. I feel myself fully now. I dizzy at the thought of those I love that don't truly connect to themselves. How am I to blossom in the presence of... How to say not feeling what you do. Best explanation here is through sex. A non-connected person goes through the motions without involving more than surface levels. Yes, you can touch a woman, rub her with a mere finger. How connected the mind is to the finger is key. Enjoying the feel, and knowing the rhythms of touch, aiming to please, not for yourself but for the want of the whimper of her. Going through the motions to get off is non-connected. And a waste of MY time. My senses need more, much more..And she smiles as she surely knows the difference. And she is connected to herself in the light of day, as well as the dark. She is exploring because there is static on the other line. She keeps him on hold because she loves him. She knows more, years more. She stares at the period key for a moment and looks at the page. She is knowing this has all just begun. She has said nothing too thrilling and knows what's about to be typed is so cool and wicked, that she is warming, stroking this word.....OMG you sillies have no idea...But I DO! *Winks*